That girl who cried wolf

Have you ever heard of that story?

A story about a kid who lied about the wolf?

C'mon, it's so famous, everyone who studied Pendidikan Moral would have heard of it before. Hence I'm not gonna repeat again.

Well, I've been placed in the shoes of the kid's now.

I am telling my besties that I am single and available, they asked me to stop lying. -.-
Probably I looked too happy for someone who has just broke up. Don't jia jia la. They said. Jia jia means fake in chinese. Don't be fake la. Sigh. Friends, you should know that a broken relationship does not lead to a broken heart - the heart won't be broken when it does not even exist. When my heart is not with the relationship anymore, how could it be possible broken?

When they started to believe, they said, almost 3 years. what a waste. I don't regard that as a waste. Spending lifetime on a relationship which does not suit my lifestyle is a waste for me.

When I chose to make the decision, I have thought thoroughly, albeit this is not the first time of doing this - Well ya, we have always been the on-off type as I have mentioned in my first post, and ya, I am always the one who turned it off.

But unlike the other Venusians out there, I don't share every time of breaking with those from the same planet (nay, neither do I share with any of the Martian - I'm not that bitchy, and I'm not an attention grabber). Well, I did announce it once - when I thought that there was no turning point. The relationship was mended that time, and thus, this time my besties choose not to trust me.

Back to that matter. When asking for bringing the relationship to an end does not even cost me a drop of tear, I know things are not sailing at the right path. I used to be really upset. I used to soak my pillow with flowing tears in the middle of the night. What else? I have forgotten. Everything has faded. Perhaps I have just used to it. I am sick with it. Breaking up become something so regular in our relationship, what a sad case. I have mentioned it for too many times, to some extent that the party involved does not treat it seriously.

This time, I am serious. In the end of that Pendidikan Moral story, the wolf really exist. In the end of my story, I am really single now.

p/s: I am okay. I didn't even label this as an emo post because I don't feel emo at all. Make sense, it is pointless to make some dead relationship alive. Make sense, there are plenty of chances out there. Plenty of better chances.

I suppose it's not a big deal. And note, I'm writing it out not because I wanna make it big.

It is so magical

I so want to write about it but I do not really wish everyone to know.

I don't have much readers but this matter pretty much concern one of my reader.

Sigh how. Does blogger.com has that password-protected system?

Anyway I will still write about it - but later. I'm waiting for a time that it wouldn't have affected what around me that much.

Fingers are damn itchy. Aiyerrr... I so wanna write about it..

Nevermind, I will let you guys know something else. I'm dying my hair now. Wakaka. I will let you guys know the end result. This is not the first time I dye my hair anyway. I did once and the result was superb. Wakaka. I spent RM21 for some RM80 result. What a brilliant saver I am.

Haiya nothing to write about. I really want to write about that matter. Okay, that's fine. I swear upon the result of my hair that I will write about it in 3 days.

very wow and very happy

I am happy!

I am delighted with the outing today~!

A super simple outing with some x-high school mates, but it makes me smile for the whole day!

No wonder you guys are my favourite people~~

No picture. Because didn't bring camera. And it's just a very casual outing afterall.

Oh ya, maybe I should put some pictures taken by Mei Yi with the 2.0MP phone camera.


Now let's go for some teaser pic. Woohoo.
My very wow thighs.
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Teaser pic again wakaka. My very wow arms and not very wow boobs.

Very wow arms, not very wow boobs and very wow thighs,
then how is the face suppose to look like?
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Moving Up...
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Moving Up...
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Up you go...
Me. My very wow happy face. Very wow eyes with very wow smile with very wow braces and very wow gums. No la I have to make this kind exaggerated expression because Mei Yi wanna try out that Face Warp application.

From left: Happy fool, Log-faced, Sharp Chin

From left: Square, Gobbler, Big Face

From left: Professor, Alien, Big Nose


From left: Alien Hybrid, Upnose, Small Nose


From left: Twister , Wide Smile, Grit

Not sure how to resize it. Sigh. Forget it. Ugly stuff shouldn't be enlarged afterall.

Confession: Yes. I cropped the original picture because I wanted to hide my super duper wow arms. But I'm so lazy to crop the warped pictures. Forget it then.


The only poor guy in the car with another 3 girls because none of us know the exact direction =.=

See I'm not that narcissistic sometime.

But I laughed until I got ulcer you know.. sigh..

*what a super vain and lame post*

supernatural II

Update: It's not my sis's. Actually I knew it's not my sis's because she always brought them around with her phone. There is a very low chance that she would left it in her bag.
It belongs to someone who you have never expected to be.
Jonathan. =.=
Yes the very loud Jonathan Hing.
Apparently he is the friend whom I will be helping in the song festival.

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Yerr... ya know, what happened today really freaked me out.
I know it's the so called hungry ghost month, but that was really... creepy.....

So this is how it happened:
Me, someone who has never used the earphone which packed with the phone, decided to utilise it now because apparently, I will be helping a friend in a song festival and I want to get familiar with the song.

So I found it. And the original one is like this. Without the ear-protector (I'm not sure what's the name).

One day, I took it out from my bag, and gosh, the earphone is completed with the so-called ear-protector!!

No, I don't remember putting them on, I'm not forgetful to that extent anyway. In addition, I know that I didn't put them on because I was too lazy to look for them. Plus, for sure my ears could feel it if I had put them on earlier. It felt much better with the ear protectors.

(Cue: Some spooky music. aiya imagine it yourselves la)

Who is so kind to put them on for me?

Yerr this is so creepy. Could it be the spirit of the pen who has been following me for years? It wants to thank me because I blogged about it? Yerrrr....

Or could it be the spirits hidden in my tibet bracelet that I'm wearing recently? Yerrr...

So when I set this matter aside because I still have to work. I couldn't just let my student sitting there when I was thinking of this.

So I was about to mark her paper and wanted to take out my stationery bag.

And I found....
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Cheng!
Cheng!
Cheng!
Cheng!
(Group of violins playing in some really high pitch - minor chord)

Tada. Another set of earphone. =.=

Rupa-rupanya the one with the ear protectors is my sis's. She left it in her bag and I was using her bag.

Aiya. Mystery solved. Nothing special ceh. The ending is so anti-climax. So childish until I thought there was really a spirit who would help me out. Sigh.

p/s: correct me if that thing is not called a 'ear-protector'

our degree are not useless

Continued from the previous post.

Things are getting hotter and funnier.

More and more people are joining the force, and I would definitely say that this is a dark force since the party who brought the whole thing up actually wish to get everything ended but we still bring it on.

*while I'm typing this entry Steppy, the innocent who posted up the picture has deleted the picture and everything gone.*

Sigh, since everyone, including the said Lyon Teo and Steppy wanted to end this (her action of deleting the picture indicated so), I'm not going to further flame up the matter. It makes me a bitch if I bring the matter on.

Not fun. Everything just chill off like that.

But nevermind. In that 7-ppl msn conversation window, Jia Liang pointed out something. Something very meaningful. We shall thank Lyon Teo. But for him, we wouldn't have gathered together and gossiped and shot and posted those super vain comments on Steppy's page. But for him, we wouldn't have had that wonderful night haha.. And by the way, I love you guys~!!

Monday Monday Monday Monday~!! I'm gonna see you guys again....~!!! Yay~

*yawn* boring post.

Arts students n' business students are not useless!!!

I'm very angry now. Maybe years later when I look back what I've done I will think that man, why am I so childish. But I'm just very angry now.
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This message really pissed me off. Not to the max yet, but it's near to the boiling point.

He didn't show respects at all. How can he just stereotype arts students in that way? Arts students are morons? Oh gosh. What the fuck is he talking about? So I left a comment at the same page, and at the same time I sent him a personal message.

Apparently he deleted that comment while I'm writing this entry and yes, it memang cooled me off abit but I know there are so many science students (I'm not stereotyping science students, but in fact, I really know lots of them do) look down over us arts / business students.

Update: No he's not sincere in apologising. Or he didn't even apologise in the first place. So this is what he replied.


What?Mmm.... Good point. *nod wisely*

Oh my god, he really thinks that he doesn't need any of the services relating to arts~!!

I do think my point is precise enough. I don't need flowery words. Nay. That's too mouthful and too long.

I'm kinda sad that I don't have a really good command of english but what I said do have points.
Haih why am I like that. I have always been a soft-spoken and polite lady (-.- deng la) why am i like that har?

Shall I not be angry with this? He is now insulting arts students. =.=

Don't read newspaper ma.
Don't play dota ma.
Or even better, as my friend Mei Yi said,
don't wear anything ma.
Don't stay in a house ma.

Arts students and business students are not useless~!!!!!!

And yes, as he said, to be continued... Stay tuned people..

Supernatural

So it's the 14th day of the 7th month in the chinese calendar. I don't want to say July not because I don't know there's such word but there is no such word in a Chinese Calendar. And so it's the so called ghost festival. So called only, actually it's not. It's a festival about someone who has rescued his mother from the 'hell from hunger'.

Anyway that's not my point. In conjunction with this so called ghost festival, I'm gonna tell you guys some supernatural incidents which happened to me myself.

(cue:spooky music)

1. That creepy room
On the first few nights, I didn't really sleep well. I thought that I did not use to sleeping a single bed.

However on the 4th or 5th night, I started to feel something is really not going well. My body would get numb all of the sudden, and at the same time, I couldn't move and couldn't voice a single word out. That was the first night which I felt things go wrong.

On the 2nd night, things got worse. At first, I felt the numb. And oooo.. and that was the creepy things happened. I felt the I was floating in the air!! *goosebumps* I felt that my back sticked to the ceiling. The scarier thing was that, I could see myself. Oh... My... Goodness. But this just lasts for a very short while. I didn't feel myself going back to my body. The next thing was that I opened my eyes, and everything gone normal.

The 3rd night, *goosebumps again* I felt the numb as usual. I even could anticipate before the numb came. I could tell myself, 'nanana, it's coming again.' And tadaa, I felt the numb from top to toe again. This time I didn't float in the air. I heard someone humming - right beside my left ear. It was a song which I haven't heard before but strangely, I could follow both the melody and the rhythm hummed. The humming stopped after like... I didn't really know when did the humming stopped.

The next day, I asked my brother who has slept in the same room before. What he said was much scarier than what I have experienced. He said he has felt the bed shaking!~!~!~! Goodness goodness. That was really freak me out but I still slept in the same room that night because there was no more room for me. Pity me.

Strange enough, nothing happened on that night and the following nights.

Scientifically, it can be explained as the body sleeps before the brain does. Or may be I have not used to sleep on a bed near a window or perhaps I was just dreaming. But what about my brother?

2. Those pens
In the last year of my high school, someone has brought out this game named 'the spirit of the pen'. I'm not sure who had started it though.

This is a game where you write out the alphabets and numbers on a piece of paper, and a place called 'home', and the spirit would resolve the questions by leading you to those alphabets.

How did you know that it's that particular alphabet? Well that spirit would make a circle round the targeted alphabet to make that indication.

It was once so popular among those form 3 students (while I was form 5). They were like so obsessed with it because what the spirit has pointed was damn accurate lor.

Why would I know? Because I have tried it before. It could even spell the name of my crush out! (oh talking about my crush, I met 2 of my ex-crushes today wakaka) And one day I played it at home and the spirit wouldn't want to go 'home' when I asked so. -.-

And you know what? I believe that that kind of spirit still following me until today, after 4 years. How would I know? When I opened my palm widely and put on the surface, it moved automatically - no joke. Alright maybe you wanna give me some scientific explaination. Go ahead then.

Advice: Please do not play this kind of game. This is not even a game.
I've heard people gone crazy because she played that 'basket doll' game - grandma's story anyway.

3. Tarot
This is not really scary la. So I bought a set of tarot out of curiosity. I didn't really rely on the tarot and I'm just buying it for the sake of fun~

One day, I was having some problem with my baybee (aiya I always have some problems with him de la) and I asked the tarot, if you think we still should be together, give me a 'lover'. And I really got a lover~!! Creepy ya? Okaylor, if you wanna treat it as a coincidence, yayaya, it's just a coincidence.

p/s: I wanna take a picture of myself but I couldn't find my scarf. Maybe I will update it one day~
p/p/s: I wanna take a picture of my tarot cards but I can't find my camera~!! walao.. damn creepy. It was with me just now~~

I think that's all from me lar~ I still can feel that pair of eyes watching over me.. Eeeekkk....