My crushes

It came from the next room, flowed into my room. Sounds so far, yet, so near. So intriguing. Once again, I melted into that sound of music.
Yes. I knew he was the one who played it. I could visualize how much he enjoyed his own song, and how fast his fingers running on those 88 black and white keys.

While the music is on, those days we had (perhaps, I had) ran through my mind. Not only with him, with another two too.

Arthur, I didn't lie. They were just my crushes. People who I secretly (perhaps, publicly) fallen into. I do think they knew it anyway. You know, my friends are sooo.. loud.

It's alright to reveal them hor? for:
1) They don't read my blog
2) Their friends don't read my blog
3) Even if they do, it is something of past tense.

1) Pung Heng Kiat
(he looked way better when I had a crush on him. This is the one I grabbed from his friendster page.)
Wakakakaka~ Guess how old I started to have a crush on him?
Standard 4~ Yes, while I was still wearing this navy blue and white uniform, even before my menstrual cycle started.
What? puppy-crush? No~~~~ I was very serious okay?

I think I know him since I was standard one (wakaka), we took the same bus. When I was in Standard 1, my school used to have this system:
Morning Session: Standard 1,3,5.
Afternoon Session: Standard 2,4,6.

When I reached Standard 2, the system changed.
Morning Session: Standard 4,5,6.
Afternoon Session: Standard 1,2,3.

-_- how can. When I was in standard 2, he was in the bloody morning session of standard 4 okay? Meaning, I could not see him anymore. -_________________-

But but but, once we were both in morning session, and both of us were in the same bus AGAIN, (ahaa!) My crush on him blossom in a blink of eye~~ We were both the deejays of the primary school, and both the members of the chinese society during our secondary school time.

This did not last long. I saw him when I was 14:

2)Wong Wang Li (a.k.a. pine/ wong lai/ pine apple, etc.)



Wakakakakakakaka~~ We met at the guard house of our school. It was an event organised by the chinese society and I was an usherer or something. I forgotten. And I forgotten why he was there. The guard house used to be the students' favourite hangout hotspot. They just love the guard. What's his name again? The one who could be easily bribed with cigar when students were trying to skip school?

Anyway, back to MY story. I think I liked him because of his talent. He was in the Chinese Orchestra group and he could play most of the instrument in that group. Okay.. no la.. No one could know how to play more than 4 instruments in that group I guess. He majored in chinese flute and er hu... He looked damn cool okay when he was standing in the middle of the stage, blowing his er hu - solo~~

Guess what? I got a chance to be his wife in a play on that talent night organized by Chinese Society!!! Awwww.... How lucky I was~~ During our leadership camp, I got to kayak with him - pair!!! Awwww... can you see how lucky I was??

But!! He was not the one.. Cause he had a crush on someone else.. who is much pretty. -_- I still liked him anyway. Until... I met him:

3) Hin Ee Jeng

his friendster page showed nothing but 'savious of the soul'. I couldn't grab his pic. And I do think Michelle won't like it if I grabbed his pic.

A very talented guy who I met in my current working place. We were still students and were involved in a performance. (Heidi, you were in too.. if you are reading my blog..)

I forgotten when I started to develop my feeling for him. Till now I am not sure if I liked his talent, or I liked him. Throw a keyboard/piano/guitar/drum/violin (what else?) on him and he would be able to handle it - damn well. He has good voice too~

Plus, he was a St John member. I really thought it was fate when I discovered both of us were St John member. He was the president of the club of his school while I was one in mine. Super matchy right? Okay. That was what I thought.

Remember ICQ? I was pretty delighted when he chat with me while he was in invisible mode. I used to impersonate someone else to try to know him more on the net. Crazy me.=p I love those hangouts with Pianoforte friends, because he was always there - unlike now. I love those stress-free practices for performance. When I started to work in my age of 17, he was assigned by our teachers to be the one who chauffeured me. We worked until 9pm okay? Those were the happy days.

Anyway, I recall once I was about to take a bus, and I changed my mind because I did not want to squeeze with the standing crowd in the bus, but later on I saw him sitting at the back of the bus. I cried okay? Not literally type of cried, I really could feel my tears. My friends told me, 'you don't have to be like this.' Yes. Yes I know. 'I was so silly and naive.' quoted Gillian Chung.

There were more than one time that I expressed my feeling in a joking manner. He treated it as a joking manner as well. Once, as usual, I said things like 'no wonder I like you so much bla bla bla' when he gave me a music score which I always wanted, his friend said, 'alar.. people already has one la... blablabla'

...

'Cring.' Heart broke. It's so different this time. I knew my last two crushes were in a relationship too. I couldn't feel the pain but this time..

Yea.. it faded after that.

(Chung Kai Zhen, yours not included okay? It was just erm .. temporary feeling. Nothing much.)

4) Arthur Ling Fei


*Baby, I had a crush on you, don't you know? Although I do think that you like me too~ =)*

I met him when I was in Sabah for two years. For the bloody form six which I really hated.

First impression:
'damn! Is this person gonna be my classmate? Purplish hair.. Nike sneakers.. excuse me.. Sneakers are not allowed in the school!! bla bla bla bla bla bla bla...'

Was not good. Obviously.

Everything is destined. On and off. On and off. Now we are still together~ As I said, let the god decide it~

p/s: thought of scanning the old pictures. But I couldn't find my album.

I have opened a blogshop

This is my shop~


This is the link~
http://syupy-fashion.blogspot.com

This is the web banner~



This is where to contact her~
syrupysin@gmail.com

This is the owner~

Daniel Bong said I look like a vampire in this picture. Daniel vampire you said? or Dracula? And why is my face senget?
[My bottle leaked and my camera got wet and it cannot be rescued. What to do. 2.0Mp, what do you expect?]

This is my signature~
Cherylmeryl

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Stop. This is too vain and meaningless. What should I blog about then.. Erm.. Oh. Q&A

Q: What makes you open this blog shop?

1) I love shopping. Every girl does. I love shopping for cheap stuff. Not every girl does though. But most of the girls do. I love to buy lots of stuff at once~ and.. so.. That's why.

2) It cost me nothing to open a shop on blogger.com

3) I am from KL. I know there are a lot of stuff which are so damn cheap in KL are sold expensive at other states.
I know it because I stayed at KK for 2 years before. There were only 2 main shopping centre when I was trying to look for a nice prom dress - Centre Point and Wisma Merdeka. I didn't include Karamunsing because I didn't feel like shopping there.
None of their sundresses/ prom dresses/ whatever-dresses are sold below the price of RM70. Maybe I'm not good in searching stuff. I donno lah.
Note: There were no Warisan Square nor One Borneo nor City Mall nor Times Square at that moment.

4) I need money. I am broke. But seriously I don't earn much. You can check out the price if you don't believe~

5) I love interacting with girls who have the similar fashion sense with me.

Q: Why Syrupy-fashion?

I am lack of creativity. I thought of CharmingCloset. But it's taken.

Then I wanted something to end with 'sin' - I feel sinful while spending so much in shopping.
And I wanted something which started off with 'S', S (something) sin, then only sound nice ma, thus, I typed 'sweet' in the thesaurus and found 'Syrupy'. Okay, I decided to name my shop Syrupysin.
But! later I saw a shop which named 'Dolly Sin' on Emmagem.

-_-
Since she has taken that 'sin', just let her be sinful la~ therefore I just simply change it to Syrupy-fashion.
This is so dull and not creative I know. But who cares.
(by the way Emmagem is an excellent online shopping site for you girls - just in case you have not discovered this lovely place yet)
Nah, share with you~



When my friends ask me why 'syrupy'? I would say 'simply'. I was just answering the last part~ Coz I'm too lazy to explain all these. Alar. Who asked you not to read my blog?

Btw, these are some headers I have created while I was stil syrupysinning.
Even spell it wrong. Zun?


Thought of taking this from blogskins.com. But don't wan la. Be original although ugly.

Q: Why purple?

Because I like so.

Q: Why dresses and shorts only?

Because that's all I afford to purchase.

Q: What else?

I could not think of any other questions. Because my mind if full of 'rule of law' now. Yes, I have started to study. From today on~ 19 days before the exam. Why la you guys don't believe that I haven't started to study yet. Oh yea, about the question, do let me know if you have any in your mind.

Yea. That's all I guess~

No life laaaa

Eat - painful.

Talk - painful.

Kiss - painful

Smile - painful.

Laugh - painful.

Aiya. In short, my lips suffer whenever I move it.

I'm not sure whether it should work that way. My braces is just causing me ulsers which would take forever to heal. Gr.

Another 1.5 year. Good job~

Ying Huey, we love you

Yea, you know we do.

You do know~


(Mei Yi, faster kiss Ying Huey. I cannot find a picture of you kissing her.
And Ying Huey, I actually found a picture which I was kissing you. But I'm pretty sure you won't let me post it up)

You know, I found what we were talking about on your blog.

Come, come, let me show you how you suppose to wear everyday. Throw that boring white piece. Oh. Maybe keep it. For one day. You will see which day you need it.

Monday
Nop. No more Monday Blue by wearing a pinkie uniform like this~~


Tuesday
Weather checked. Oh. It's damn hot today.

Eh, I do think this girl look like Cyndi Wang, don't you think so?

(this is Cyndi Wang, by the way)

Wednesday
Hey, you gotta go pasar malam with us after work okay? and it will be damn hot too if u wear too thick to pasar malam. And it's not appropriate for you to wear to kua zhiong to pasar malam. Simple = nice. Nah. Casual wear for you~~

(look at her face. Like very tulan. Don't take la if don't want. Maybe get forced to.)

Thursday
We are Chinese right?? We must show that we love our culture!!!

(and hor, this is exactly what I meant in the comment I posted!!! They so understand me~)

Friday
After days of being red and white, let's back to pure white again.
I know you hate it, but you are doing night shift!! Cannot be too revealing. Cold you know.


Saturday
Hey it's Saturday!! What you gonna do on Saturday night??
You are not going right to the bed after work right??
Glam up!!I guess this silky shiny material suits Saturday night~

Eh. Can see G string somemore. I recommend this one~

Sunday
A day for rest and relax. Casual will do~~

don't have to put thick make up like her la. It's Sunday anyway.

Eh wait. Your birthday suppose to be on 29th April right right?? Why am I so early?

I need to make you wear it on your 21st b'day!!! Faster! choose one!!

You know we love you,
Shang Hui,
QQ,
Mei Yi

Mami

I came across a 'most sisterly-looked mother and daughter' contest on the newspaper.

The picture of me and my mom shopping together and fooling around together immediately struck my mind.

Everyone who have seen me and my mom would say things like,
'a, you look like your mom arr..'
'a, your mom and you look like sisters arr..'
'a, your mom looks so young a, you look even more mature..'
bla.
I would deny it everytime people address this to me. Excuse me, I am 21 years younger than my mom okay?

Anyway anyway, get tempted by the prizes, I decided to give ourselves a chance.

I browse through my files which consist of over thousands of pictures, realizing that I don't have a single proper picture taken together with mom. I so damn love taking picture, and I don't have a proper picture of me and my mom? This is so ridiculously unbelievable.

I am the main cause of it. There was one set of picture which supposed to have be taken properly, but I purposely made faces so that I don't look like my mom. Just because I don't want people to say things like we look like sisters bla.

So see what I did.

Wakaka. Good sister.

Ok. Enough of my ugly pictures. See, I am willing to uglify myself although I'm already not so pretty. Courage okay.

Now. A better one.

Erm... I know what you gonna say. Not pretty too. But.. better than those up there right??

To you, my friends

I was waken by the stupid noise from the tv. I said so, my aunt wouldn't considerate if anyone is napping, studying, or on the phone. I looked at the phone beside me, it displayed, '2 missed calls and a message sign' over the animated purple and black screen, asking me to go pasar malam. You have came back?? when?? I tried to call you back. The noise was too loud you couldn't hear me.

I shouted, yelled and started to scream.

I startled.

All of the sudden, everything beside me turned clearer. The noise from the tv became even louder. Oh, it was a dream. It was far too real. I looked at the phone, still the same animated purple and black screen. No, no missed call, no message, nothing. You did not ask me out. Sigh.

I sent you a message. You are still far at the north. It wasn't you. It was just my dream.

Now I realize how much I miss you. I mean, all of you.

I'm burning

I am so damn pissed off now.

I really hate this person to be my family member. I have reached the limit of my patience.

Those who know me do know who am I talking about.

I do believe in Karma. I know it's not right to gossip to bitch. But I'm really very angry. I won't reveal this stupid member of my family anyway.

She's not really old. She is at the age of .. 40 something. Obviously, she is fat, ugly, lazy and not married yet. The following would explain why I hate her so much, well, I mean why we hate her so much, except for her mother who has the greatest tolerance over her.

I mean, if I am the only one who hate her, the problem might be on me. But now, everyone in my family dislikes her.

1) She loves herself TOO DAMN MUCH
She is so damn obsessed with all the lotions but I don't see they work on her, except for her hand lotion, which caused her hands smooth like plastic, not a good thing, very geli u know.

She put too much reliance on the hand lotion. I think I could link this to something about automatism, which I learn in my studies. It's about some action which was done involuntarily. She put lotion on her hands like every 10 minutes when she sticked her butt on the couch and her eyes on the TV. Such a psycho.

She let her mom do the housework without feeling guilty and keep sticking her butt on the couch. Or taking a super sweet nap.

And she doesn't know how to cook. I think her mom protects her too much she does not let her to cook because she said she is afraid of boiling oil. Damn it.

2) She is super damn anti-social
She is even more anti-social then my grandma. She tends to quarantine herself from the world out there. I don't get it. Obviously, she has no friends. She hates shopping, she hates going out. She dislikes the sunlight. Her favourite friend is the TV.

There was once her mother's friend wanna introduce her a guy. She said 'so old also haven't get marry, sure got problem one la!' As if she is very normal.

3) She is a super slow learner
She has been learning Yoga for more than 10 years, since I was 8. Supposedly, she can be a coach already. So you think she is hot??

Hell no!! I can bet that I can be better than her even I only learn from the media. She didn't practice it regularly. Supposedly, if you learn something for more than 10 years, you can practice yourselves without the coach right? No she can't. Duh. She still going for the class every week.

4) She is super duper sensitive
She is so sensitive until she thought everytime us siblings gone together were to gossip about her.

She purposely made all kinds of sounds to show everyone that 'I am angry!'. She would stomp the floor for every step she walk and would bang the door. Like a kid.

Oh, she would whisper to herself. When she is alone, it is as if she is singing or memorizing something, but she is not!! when she does this, her eyes look left and right. Psycho psycho!!!

5) Her favourite friend is TV
I don't remember I see any tears when her father died. She is always cool to her family members.

But!!! but but but... When Leslie Cheong or Lydia Sum died, she would have to prepare a box of tissue besides her, kept on sobbing and blowing her nose. The same happened when any of her favourite character of the TVB soup drama died. Oh shit oh shit oh my god shit!

Oh yes, you are right. She is that type who would talk to the tv, scold the tv, laugh to the tv, bla bla bla. She would criticize those characters which were not of her favour loudly, until the whole house echoed with her voice.

Oh and, she wouldn't care if my tired dad and grandma napping at the living room, or the once-in-a-blue-moon-hardworking me studying at the living room, she would just turn on the tv, and increase the volume as if everyone would like to share her happiness. She just doesn't care. Oh, she also doesn't care if someone was on the phone. That's why my dad bought a portable phone now.


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Oh, any psychologist out there??
She needs one, and I need one, because I am staying with her.

Chan Qiao Qing... I need you badly. Faster graduate k??
I have had enough.