Friday, November 23, 2007

Deep inside the heart

I'm not happy. Seriously, I am not.

I wish I could have a boyfriend who treats me like a girlfriend. I want to be someone's girlfriend. I do not know what I am now.

I wish I could have a boyfriend who will say something sweet to me, who will encourage me in some sense, but not bringing me down in some sense.

I wish I could have a boyfriend who lets me feel his protection but not vice versa.

I don't want to be the only one who serves. I really do not want to.

I don't deserve this because I'm bossy? He admitted that he does not treat me good because I'm bossy. I don't think so. I really wish to have someone who really let me feel loved.

Bossy? Too much of care will becomes bossy maybe. I'd like people to be bossy towards me.

I'm tired. I feel like giving up.

I am just a normal girl who likes to be treated in a normal way. Like any other girl friends get treated.

Just not feeling good right now. Again, can't stop crying.


heidi said...

aww... cheer up k?
It's natural for us girls to feel this way.
Hope everything turns out alright for you.

Cheryl a.k.a. Shang Hui said...

trying to get through now.. btw, we broke up.

dan-yel said...

It's okay to cry,
It's okay to feel cold.
As reality starts to unfold,
You can't help to say goodbye.
But you must remain bold.
For if only you open your eyes,
You'll see that many a life's happiness untold.

Cheryl a.k.a. Shang Hui said...

On off on off.. really tired with it..

cocktail_ring said...

I am here always... I've tried before, I know how you feels... Get throught with it. Life still have many things we waiting us to discover. Rite?