She's so me~

As promised.

Okay okay, she isn't really very 'me'. Every girl does the same thing.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

Oh by the way, she's still single.

Where is my guardian angel?

I am in some really terrible mood now.

I feel bad because I'm fat.

I feel bad because tonight is a damn hot night.

I feel bad because I haven't done my assignment yet.assignments assignments assignments

I feel bad because I am so sleepy now and yet I have to complete my assignment by tonight.

I feel bad because my 10-day-old ulcer is still lively as how it was on the first day.

I feel bad because I'm still having sore throat.

I feel bad because my braces are damn kacau-ing.

I feel bad because my eyes are *still* painful wth.


Sigh.

I guess this crappy moment is commonly called PMS.

GOOD MORNING!!!!!!

Having risen at 6.30a.m. to have my assignment done, I have successfully brought my last-minuteness to a new level~!!!

Congratulations~!!!!! *confetti thrown in the air*

Well, normally I would burn midnight oil in order to complete everything. It shall be 9 or 10 hours before class when I have it done. Now~!! I will be having class in about 3 hours~!! Hooiyoh~!!!

So I slept at 10.30p.m. (Whoaaaa....) because my eyes were swollen from well-you-know-why + I slept not more than 5 hours on the previous night (morning?) - well you know why.

Guess what? 30 minutes upon falling asleep, someone called, asked me out for Oreo Mudpie~!!!
(see I told you so, I am well protected by my guardian angel. It knows what I want)

Okay okay. That's not all. The person who called me up, is.. is.. is..
MY CRUSH~!!!!!!!!
(eh people don't luan luan guess okay. Those who know who my crush was/is, it might still be him, it might not be him.)

Happy or not??

You know what's the best thing???????

I rejected.

-.-

I started to be conscious upon the blurry rejection. I was like.. 'Huh? What have I done? I picked sleeping over Oreo Mudpie + crush?'

Haiyoh.

Well it is indeed, a right choice. I am wise. I haven't done my assignment yet and I have to do it. I was am sick and in serious need to catch some rest. Whoa I am rational even in those half-conscious situation.

Anyway.

Shall back to my assignment now.

Have a good day ahead people~!!!! Lurve ya~!!!

X

[I opened my eyes, realised that my phone was still lying in my hand - silently.
That anticipation for that call, so similar yet so different.
The similarity was that I was still anticipating, as how I would have done last time.
It's been so long since the feel of anticipation arised.
The difference, well, yea, the status is different now.
He is no longer under the obligation to make the call.
I lose the right to spam him SMSes or call him in the next morning for the failure to call.]

Alright, the above written statement is false.
It is just something which I have structured in my mind while waiting for his call.
Well, I wasn't really waiting - I was merely holding my phone when I tried to sleep.

Unfortunately, the caffeine in the nescafe and the uncle-coffee was still working.source

Not your ordinary Old Town coffee. The original uncle-type-coffee.

I have gotten myself ready to sleep at exactly 1.11a.m.,
my eyes were tired and were still swollen from that 1 hour crying (didn't I tell you that the stage play was touching?),
I feel drowsy from the flu,
but no... I couldn't sleep at all.
Caffeine, my best friend, yet the worst enemy.
I have purchased my consciousness and concentrations during the lectures with my sleeping time.
Sigh. Another insomniac night.

Guess what, it seemed that my guardian angel understood my status,
It send me someone to spend my sleepless night with.
In this case, I mean Arthur, my ex.
Well, I approached him on MSN when I saw him online (which is rare rare rare),
and he *kinda* promised to call.
Yeap, hence the anticipation thingy I have mentioned earlier.

We talked for some good 3 hours, until morning. Sun rises earlier in KK than it is in KL, so he saw the sun before I did. It was still dark in KL anyway.
Most of the time, he was talking.
I shall conclude that he is a really good storyteller.
I've got to know something which are from his world, a different type of world, the dark side, I should say.
I guess I am a really well-protected geek who does not really know the world well.
His life is so dramatic - fights, debts, drugs, sex partners, lockup, etc.etc.
[disclaimer: He does not get involved. He is just telling the stories which happened to our mutual friends in his world]
As contrast to those in my world : books, stage plays, piano, laptops and the virtual world.
@.@ Nerd + geek.
Such a big big big big gap.

A person who had been in a relationship with me for some good 3 years,
now, have gotten the chance to be himself again.
We did make a right choice.
It is much better to be friends =)

p/s: The anticipation of call shall not be equated to 'me still having feeling for him'.
I anticipated any promised calls, even if the promise is made by an ordinary friend.

I want...

Pic courtesy of McDonald's (what else? duh -.-)

Not because I'm hungry.
I want it just because I want it.

Sad case, couldn't find a kaki to eat with me.
Not syok eating it alone.
(Queue up alone [not forgetting the long queue on weekend night], buy alone, eat alone)
Pathetic.

Yes, yes April I know we just had it last night BUT!!!
Yea... I still wanna eat it tonight.

My craze for it would end (I presume) until the stubborn ulcer (which has rooted on my lips for freaking 9 days) gone.

We are beautiful

No matter what you say,
Words can't bring us down~

Alright by now you should have realised that I am merely singing,
instead of being narcissistic,
Thank you~

Yea yea yea yea syok sendiriing while stucked in traffic jam,
Because we are beautiful.
All girls do that, no?

Yea yea yea yea showing off my hot pink nails and her warmer,
Because they are beautiful.
All girls do that, no?

Yea yea yea yea syok-sendiring in fitting room
Because we are beautiful.
All girls do that, no?

Yea yea yea yea showing off our pink cameras.
Because pink gadgets are beautiful.
By the way, all girls do that, no?

Seriously I really don't think that I am beautiful.
Will elaborate it one day.
I'm saying I'm beautiful for.. erm.. blogging purpose.

For more, click here and here.

Crazy fat girl called Shang Hui

Title was inspired by the stage play I've watched today: Crazy little thing called love

Note: You'll find all the following pictures are so lovey-dovey that there is at least 1 thing in the picture is related to this love thingy.

Me and Joansisterinlawna (lovey-dovey ♥ point 1: oh she's so in love with my brother) plus Audrey
Can spot the lovey dovey thingy?? The purple + blue wired heart~!!! (lovey dovey ♥ point 2) The really lovely birthday present from my dearest sister.

Nah me. Wearing dress with heart-shaped pattern (lovey dovey point 1) + there were pictures drawn (by kids, I guess) with heart-shaped background (lovey dovey point 2). AND! I put heart shapes all around to let you feel that love is in the air. No feel? Okay.

Anyway.
(self-daydream)Oh so lovely. Love is in the air~♥

Okay review of the stage play.
In those two hours, I laughed, and I cried. The description of the mixture of feelings has gone beyond words (well the truth is I don't know how to describe because I am short of vocabularies and I am not good in describing plus I have poor command of English. Thank you.)

In short, GOOD. Enough said.
(what kind of stupid review is that duh....)

Okay would like to insert a song here. My all time favourite. I spend you Oreo Mudpie if you know what song is that wakaka. But for sure you won't know cause it's an *kinda* old song.
[oh love's in the air, it's everywhere.
everyone can see, everyone can feel;
that love's in the air, it doesn't matter where,
everyone agrees, love is all we need.]

Oh btw (note the arrowed guy),

Picture courtesy of KLPAC (link above)

Wakaka. Cute. Isn't he?

In the evening, I went out with April. Okay nothing to do with lovey dovey anymore. Just some girls' night out.
(haiz feeling so guilty now because I didn't study at all. haiz I'm such a nerd. haiz.)

Sneak preview:
Crazy little bitches called Cheryl and April

Will post up more pictures in the next entry. When I say more, I mean it.
Meanwhile, visit April's blog.

Sigh. Play play play(pun intended tq). I have 2 assignments in hand and I haven't started to study yet.
I'm so scared when my fellow classmates answered the lecturers' question which I have no knowledge at all (kiasu). I still have 2 major assignments in hand which would probably take me days to complete because I have no foundation in those two subjects.

Sigh.I wanna get married by now. I don't wanna study anymore.
I wanna get married to a rich man so that I can watch stage plays and performances all day and night long.

(okay obviously I don't mean it. If you know me well enough, you should know that I won't put full reliance on a guy. That's very unsecured)