Emo + me

Emo, as in emoticons. Not emotional.

It's impossible for someone like me to be emo for so long.

So...

I haven't tried out the built-in webcam ever since my dad gave me this lappie.

My dad did.*swt*


My beloveds did.
I was an extra =.=


How could I be left out????!!!

Hence...

!!!!
Stupid me!!
I should've used my goggles..
aiks.. nevermind..
layzee to edit..

花痴...

Okay. It's just another boring night.

Ahem... Not much chances for me to show off my braces k?
Just bear with me la...

Ilustrate Potong Steam II

Was waiting for those Music Club late comers.

(Malaysian timing ma. Well)

While reading the text book of Law of Trusts.

And...

Saw his name -which is same with one of the judges who gave some not so impreative views.

(=.=)

Potong steam.

Was syok syok studying okay?

(hello? Am I okay? studying Law of Trusts in syokness?)
It's very rare for me to study in the morning okay?

NOW...

Total failure of concentration.

100% distracted.

Why must my crush's name same as that of the judge's??

Blame.. Erm.. Well..

No one I can really blame for me being out of focus.

Blame myself then.

Okay. Shall back to Law of Trusts now.

(by the way I haven't seen my name on any textbook yet)

Illustrate potong steam

Was listening to Christina Aguilera's Nasty Naughty Boy.
Was attending a virtual gathering.
Was chatting with someone special.
Was reading cases online.
And...














Blackout.

Duh.
Forced to sleep at 12a.m.

Boring view from my bed

Good night people.

p/s: another illustration of potong steam:
Raining on pasar malam night.

That is why I'm here.

I donno what I want

But I clearly know what I don't want.

I'm sicked with this opening line: HOW ARE YOU?

Yes I truly understand that people are being polite to me,
people might mean it when they said it - they might really want to know how I am doing.

Nevertheless, I feel sick with it.

Can't you guys just come out with some more bombastic opening line?
Yes, I don't know what I want you to come out with,

BUT!!!

'HOW ARE YOU?' is simply too boring.
Please please please, do not greet me with 'how are you?'


I'm okay with 最近怎样啊？
In fact, I feel warm when my friends greet me in this way - especially when they are doing it face to face.

But no.. please don't say 'how are you'.
It sounds dry, insincere, conventional - it sounds so formal I don't like it.


I don't mind if you start with 'yo, woi, hey(try to avoid this, but yea, still better than how are you), wei, wassup, sup, how's your day, what did you do today, what are you wearing now, etc.etc.'

Or just go straight to whatever you wish to say.
It may sound rude but I hate things to be same all the time.

Please don't say 'how are you.'

Thank you very much.

My favourite man

To begin with, I quote Randy:

'cheap cadbury chocolate no point weh

and some more sendiri beli of course no effect lar..

aiyah.. find some knight in shining armour buy you ferrero rocher or belgium chocs la...'

The whole story began with my crappy mood.
These few days, I've been very welcome-to-my-life-ish - for no reason.

Hence, I bought a bar of Cadbury's for therapy purpose.
So yea, that was what Randy told me when he got to know this.

Hmm... No wonder that I still felt welcome-to-my-life-ish after devouring half bar of chocolate.

Guess what?
He saw it.
He got to know that I sendiri beli Cadbury,
and he got me this~ ^^
Happy me with eyes smiling~

I'm not sure about the price,
but I don't care as long as someone bought it for me~

Okay okay another story.

This morning, I went to eat dim sum with him.
He saw me buying Nescafe.
(Haiyah I'm addicted to it - it's a must for me on Sunday classes.)

When I opened the fridge to get the pathetic Cadbury which have bought earlier,
I saw this~ ^^


Alright, by now you should know that who he is.

Well, I mean, who can be so freely entering my house and so freely open the fridge and refill the fridge with all sorts of stuff?

Well, it's his house, of course he can~!!!

As sum,
Nescafe + Donno-what-brand-and-I-Don't-really-care-as-long-as-someone-bought-it-for-me Chocolate + self bought half eaten Cadbury


^^
I'm my daddy's girl~
I want my children's daddy to be like him too!!!!

(p/s: the relationship status in facebook is a prank.
It's not true that I'm in a relationship.
It is just a mutual agreement between me and April because we've got nothing better to do.
Wakaka)

Seriously, where are you my guardian angel?

~~~UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE!!!!! *few minutes after posting this entry*

My kawan yang terterterterterterterterbest messaged me on MSN~!!!

I'm *kinda* happy now~~

Ooowh my guardian angel is still with me~

Muakie.~~

STILL feeling down. Since this day.

I did feel good after drinking honeydew + cincau on Wednesday.

I did feel good after listening to Jason Mraz's on Wednesday.

But that was just on Wednesday.

I started to feel bad again on Thursday, and Friday.

wtf.

I've tried mixing around with people.

Listening to gossips and jokes didn't really make me feel better though.

I've tried listening to Jason Mraz's. That song, lucky, to be precise.

That lively song didn't seem to work for me tonight.

I've tried playing piano.

It made me feel like crying. Wise decision to have stopped.

I've tried letting it out - by writing it down, which I'm doing now.

No. This is, indeed, useless. I'm still feeling crappy.

I wanted to try talking on phone.

T.T

I browsed through the phone list.

No. I don't feel like disturbing any of them.

Maybe I should try sleeping.

Btw, listening to Emi Fujita's made me feel sad.

I'm blaming PMS *again* for this. Whoa that's a long one.

Law Asia Conference Day 1

*kinda*continued from this post <-- those pictures were taken on the 3rd day

So thanks to Daniel Bong Cheng Hua, I've got the opportunity to participant the Law Asia Conference - as a volunteer. Muakaka. No regrets I tell you~

By the way, I looked crappy in most of the pictures because I've gained weight hence my face was super round and my body was fat and I have pinned my fringe and I was wearing braces and I didn't have my eyebrows properly drawn because I was too rush in that morning yadda yadda yadda .
Doesn't matter lar that is still me anyway.

Daytime was boring. Nothing much to do.
The scope of our job is pathetically narrow - to usher the delegates, who didn't really need to be ushered anyway.

Alright. Anyway.
Anson and me - not sure why the grab

Sathiya and Anson

Me and Sathiya

Navin and me

See I told you. Nothing much to talk about.
It is not that we were not allowed to take pictures while ushering.
Not really appropriate to do so though.

(p/s: my newly bought court shoes were killing me.
Thanks to Sathiya's plasters.
My legs wouldn't have survived until nighttime without her plasters)

Walala. Skip forward.

Night time.
Before going off to somewhere.
(where la? ish.)

Guess we are heading to?
Yealar, DINNER. Yes yes yes you are right.Be more precise lar.
Guess what?

*drum roll*
Ceng
Ceng
Ceng
Ceng~!!!!!!!

Carcosa Seri Negara~!!!

Ahem. Sorry. Please bear with my uluness.
I really have not been to any resident-general's place before.
Sir Frank Swettenham used to reside in this so-called 'King's House' leh~~~~~
Not sure if I still have the chance to go to this place,
hence, pictures, pictures and pictures.
(well I won't mind if my future hubby wanna have our wedding dinner here)

Cheers - for we have got the chance to enter Carcosa.
(no la they never meant so. They are not as ulu as I am)

FOOD~!!!!!!!
Well that's not all okay...
This was our.. erm.. 5th? or 6th? round.

'Eat eat eat. No wonder you are so fat la.' Yes I truly appreciate that. Thank you.

My plate was full of food if you haven't realised yet. Nyahaha. Free food.
Unlimited murtabak, prawn fritters, fried eggs, (die.. what else... short term memory lost ishhhh), etc.etc.
Everyone has stopped eating. Alright you can see that the greedy me was still holding that bowl of ice kacang.
Nah stopped eating. Okay?
(actually my plate of meehoon was placed somewhere else, nyahaha)

Oklay sorry lar Rachel. was blocking. Btw the specky guy was the organising chairman of the conference.

With Edmund Bon Tai Soon the human rights lawyer.
The girls were of opinion that he is cute.. well.. it's subjective.
Lalala I accidentally taken a self-potrait picture with him - I just grabbed him along when he passed by. I didn't even know that he is this Edmund Bon. Laalalalala.
*what so bangga about duiz....*
I truly understand that I looked crappy here. But...they said.. 'act cute...' *innocent*
Alright. This is not cute. Thank you.
Last but not least...
Can't really see our faces though.End of day 1.
Wonderful. =)
Because there are free food~

She's so me~

As promised.

Okay okay, she isn't really very 'me'. Every girl does the same thing.

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

Oh by the way, she's still single.

Where is my guardian angel?

I am in some really terrible mood now.

I feel bad because I'm fat.

I feel bad because tonight is a damn hot night.

I feel bad because I haven't done my assignment yet.assignments assignments assignments

I feel bad because I am so sleepy now and yet I have to complete my assignment by tonight.

I feel bad because my 10-day-old ulcer is still lively as how it was on the first day.

I feel bad because I'm still having sore throat.

I feel bad because my braces are damn kacau-ing.

I feel bad because my eyes are *still* painful wth.


Sigh.

I guess this crappy moment is commonly called PMS.

GOOD MORNING!!!!!!

Having risen at 6.30a.m. to have my assignment done, I have successfully brought my last-minuteness to a new level~!!!

Congratulations~!!!!! *confetti thrown in the air*

Well, normally I would burn midnight oil in order to complete everything. It shall be 9 or 10 hours before class when I have it done. Now~!! I will be having class in about 3 hours~!! Hooiyoh~!!!

So I slept at 10.30p.m. (Whoaaaa....) because my eyes were swollen from well-you-know-why + I slept not more than 5 hours on the previous night (morning?) - well you know why.

Guess what? 30 minutes upon falling asleep, someone called, asked me out for Oreo Mudpie~!!!
(see I told you so, I am well protected by my guardian angel. It knows what I want)

Okay okay. That's not all. The person who called me up, is.. is.. is..
MY CRUSH~!!!!!!!!
(eh people don't luan luan guess okay. Those who know who my crush was/is, it might still be him, it might not be him.)

Happy or not??

You know what's the best thing???????

I rejected.

-.-

I started to be conscious upon the blurry rejection. I was like.. 'Huh? What have I done? I picked sleeping over Oreo Mudpie + crush?'

Haiyoh.

Well it is indeed, a right choice. I am wise. I haven't done my assignment yet and I have to do it. I was am sick and in serious need to catch some rest. Whoa I am rational even in those half-conscious situation.

Anyway.

Shall back to my assignment now.

Have a good day ahead people~!!!! Lurve ya~!!!

X

[I opened my eyes, realised that my phone was still lying in my hand - silently.
That anticipation for that call, so similar yet so different.
The similarity was that I was still anticipating, as how I would have done last time.
It's been so long since the feel of anticipation arised.
The difference, well, yea, the status is different now.
He is no longer under the obligation to make the call.
I lose the right to spam him SMSes or call him in the next morning for the failure to call.]

Alright, the above written statement is false.
It is just something which I have structured in my mind while waiting for his call.
Well, I wasn't really waiting - I was merely holding my phone when I tried to sleep.

Unfortunately, the caffeine in the nescafe and the uncle-coffee was still working.source

Not your ordinary Old Town coffee. The original uncle-type-coffee.

I have gotten myself ready to sleep at exactly 1.11a.m.,
my eyes were tired and were still swollen from that 1 hour crying (didn't I tell you that the stage play was touching?),
I feel drowsy from the flu,
but no... I couldn't sleep at all.
Caffeine, my best friend, yet the worst enemy.
I have purchased my consciousness and concentrations during the lectures with my sleeping time.
Sigh. Another insomniac night.

Guess what, it seemed that my guardian angel understood my status,
It send me someone to spend my sleepless night with.
In this case, I mean Arthur, my ex.
Well, I approached him on MSN when I saw him online (which is rare rare rare),
and he *kinda* promised to call.
Yeap, hence the anticipation thingy I have mentioned earlier.

We talked for some good 3 hours, until morning. Sun rises earlier in KK than it is in KL, so he saw the sun before I did. It was still dark in KL anyway.
Most of the time, he was talking.
I shall conclude that he is a really good storyteller.
I've got to know something which are from his world, a different type of world, the dark side, I should say.
I guess I am a really well-protected geek who does not really know the world well.
His life is so dramatic - fights, debts, drugs, sex partners, lockup, etc.etc.
[disclaimer: He does not get involved. He is just telling the stories which happened to our mutual friends in his world]
As contrast to those in my world : books, stage plays, piano, laptops and the virtual world.
@.@ Nerd + geek.
Such a big big big big gap.

A person who had been in a relationship with me for some good 3 years,
now, have gotten the chance to be himself again.
We did make a right choice.
It is much better to be friends =)

p/s: The anticipation of call shall not be equated to 'me still having feeling for him'.
I anticipated any promised calls, even if the promise is made by an ordinary friend.

I want...

Pic courtesy of McDonald's (what else? duh -.-)

Not because I'm hungry.
I want it just because I want it.

Sad case, couldn't find a kaki to eat with me.
Not syok eating it alone.
(Queue up alone [not forgetting the long queue on weekend night], buy alone, eat alone)
Pathetic.

Yes, yes April I know we just had it last night BUT!!!
Yea... I still wanna eat it tonight.

My craze for it would end (I presume) until the stubborn ulcer (which has rooted on my lips for freaking 9 days) gone.

We are beautiful

No matter what you say,
Words can't bring us down~

Alright by now you should have realised that I am merely singing,
instead of being narcissistic,
Thank you~

Yea yea yea yea syok sendiriing while stucked in traffic jam,
Because we are beautiful.
All girls do that, no?

Yea yea yea yea showing off my hot pink nails and her warmer,
Because they are beautiful.
All girls do that, no?

Yea yea yea yea syok-sendiring in fitting room
Because we are beautiful.
All girls do that, no?

Yea yea yea yea showing off our pink cameras.
Because pink gadgets are beautiful.
By the way, all girls do that, no?

Seriously I really don't think that I am beautiful.
Will elaborate it one day.
I'm saying I'm beautiful for.. erm.. blogging purpose.

For more, click here and here.

Crazy fat girl called Shang Hui

Title was inspired by the stage play I've watched today: Crazy little thing called love

Note: You'll find all the following pictures are so lovey-dovey that there is at least 1 thing in the picture is related to this love thingy.

Me and Joansisterinlawna (lovey-dovey ♥ point 1: oh she's so in love with my brother) plus Audrey
Can spot the lovey dovey thingy?? The purple + blue wired heart~!!! (lovey dovey ♥ point 2) The really lovely birthday present from my dearest sister.

Nah me. Wearing dress with heart-shaped pattern (lovey dovey point 1) + there were pictures drawn (by kids, I guess) with heart-shaped background (lovey dovey point 2). AND! I put heart shapes all around to let you feel that love is in the air. No feel? Okay.

Anyway.
(self-daydream)Oh so lovely. Love is in the air~♥

Okay review of the stage play.
In those two hours, I laughed, and I cried. The description of the mixture of feelings has gone beyond words (well the truth is I don't know how to describe because I am short of vocabularies and I am not good in describing plus I have poor command of English. Thank you.)

In short, GOOD. Enough said.
(what kind of stupid review is that duh....)

Okay would like to insert a song here. My all time favourite. I spend you Oreo Mudpie if you know what song is that wakaka. But for sure you won't know cause it's an *kinda* old song.
[oh love's in the air, it's everywhere.
everyone can see, everyone can feel;
that love's in the air, it doesn't matter where,
everyone agrees, love is all we need.]

Oh btw (note the arrowed guy),

Picture courtesy of KLPAC (link above)

Wakaka. Cute. Isn't he?

In the evening, I went out with April. Okay nothing to do with lovey dovey anymore. Just some girls' night out.
(haiz feeling so guilty now because I didn't study at all. haiz I'm such a nerd. haiz.)

Sneak preview:
Crazy little bitches called Cheryl and April

Will post up more pictures in the next entry. When I say more, I mean it.
Meanwhile, visit April's blog.

Sigh. Play play play(pun intended tq). I have 2 assignments in hand and I haven't started to study yet.
I'm so scared when my fellow classmates answered the lecturers' question which I have no knowledge at all (kiasu). I still have 2 major assignments in hand which would probably take me days to complete because I have no foundation in those two subjects.

Sigh.I wanna get married by now. I don't wanna study anymore.
I wanna get married to a rich man so that I can watch stage plays and performances all day and night long.

(okay obviously I don't mean it. If you know me well enough, you should know that I won't put full reliance on a guy. That's very unsecured)