Secret revealed

While I was practising with my fellow band players as the preparation for the concert on this coming Saturday, I realised '3 missed calls' written on my hand phone screen. This 3 missed calls were made by the same person, my dad. Despite the number of the missed calls and thinking it's not so urgent and further thinking that my dad would call me that if it was that important, I ignored it and continue with my practising and the discussion of our costumes.

Right after that, I went for dinner with my fellow friends and informed my dad about it. I got a message which sounds like 'sms me after dinner.. pls..' I was like.. shit.. he said 'pls..' means it is really urgent. I was suspecting that he has something to talk to me, and it was later proven that my suspect was correct and even the topic of which I predicted was correct. Clever me. OK, back to the fact. I went on to have a very delightful dinner with my fellow friends which took about an hour after the message sent. I am a bad girl, you know.

No more yelling, no more stomping on the stairs, no more tears printing on the pillow, no more protest by starvation, no more self-imprisoning in the room. There were only rational conversation between two intelligent people. Oh yea, did I mention that it was about they know the fact that I did not break up with my boyfriend, instead, further being his classmate in KL? They have never been approved on this relationship ever since the day we started. Perhaps, I should say my mom started to hate him and made a lot of negative (false) assumptions ever since she saw the condom in his wallet when he went swimming with me one day. I really understand how parents think about this. I understand why they never accepted my explanation that so far I had done nothing which could be related to that condom.

Alright, back to the fact again. Dad said he is really in a difficult situation. Contrasting to me, mom and grandma dislike him sooooooo much. Hey dad, I have always been in a hard time too over these 2 years. How I wish I could bring him back for dinner, how I wish I could bring him together with our family trip. How I wish bla bla bla bla bla... He proudly said that he can run a large company that well, then went on say that he couldn't even solve this tiny little family matter.

Further, I requested him to clarify everything. Straight forward. 'What you guys dislike about him?' Surprise to him, I could rebut every single thing that he could mention of. Erm.. well, it's the truth.

His lifestyle? He's trying to make his own life by working part time while studying, like your daughter here. Oh yea, did I mention that he is considering to be the MixFM VJ?
Heard that you are not happy in your relationship? (oh... they took a peep on my diary~~nvm nvm, it's ok)Every relationship has its own problem. There are of course, happiness and unhappiness blended together. You couldn't expect a relationship which is free from any problem. Grandma hates grandpa smoking and playing mahjong, grandma yell at grandpa about this, so what? You and mom, quarrel quite alot also, so what?
His face is not so likable.. (wtf..) He is born with such face. Nothing can do about that. So you think my face is really very likable?? How come there haven't been anyone after me then??
He might be taking advantage on you. So far it hadn't happened yet (you know what I mean). It has been two years. If nothing had happened, means nothing would happen also. So he left his family and flew over KL to study just for that something? I'm not the only girl in Sabah anyway. Plus, I couldn't confirm that I would be as safe as to be him if I made a new boyfriend.
His future? Erm.. His command of language is better than your daughter. Guess he could be a better legal practitioner than your daughter?
Further point Your daughter's class end at 7.45p.m. Isn't that a good thing that someone can walk her to the parking lot? Well, you know Petaling street better than me yea??

It's always easier to tell a truth than a lie. I was expressing all those like sooooo smooth. It was like so well prepared. I personally find that these are quite convincing... and dad said, 'Well, I will try to talk to your mom to negative those of her discrimination towards him'... Yet, problems has not been solved yet.

The day after that day, mom and me did not really bring this up. I know she is feeling unhappy everytime I say I'm going to college, cause he is my classmate. But really, what to do? he is my classmate, a fate that couldn't be changed.

Arggggghhhh.... really hate it.. why they dislike him that much....that he's 28 days younger than me?? arghhhhhhh.......Secret reveal, yea, I know, but when I can bring everything up to the surface? God.. grant me one day of it... would you??